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The Criminal In Me (Part 6 : Finale) - The Cold Weapon That Feels Warm.
This reflective piece closes a chapter but opens a new beginning. After chasing progress, achievement, and validation, the writer realizes that true growth was never about becoming someone new. The answers had always existed within the quiet moments ignored along the way. It is a reminder that peace does not come from constant striving, but from listening inward and accepting that being enough, just as we are, is where freedom begins.
Nigel
Mar 44 min read


The Criminal In Me (Part 5) - Morning After The Storm
The morning after the storm doesn’t save us—it exposes us. In its merciless light, there are no shadows to hide in, only a demand to move forward. Ordinary objects turn into relics of memory, silence becomes a mirror, and every step carries both fear and courage. For the first time, I allowed myself not peace or clarity, but something quieter: permission. Permission to exist in this fractured state, to begin again, even without a map.
Nigel
Nov 12, 20253 min read


The Criminal in Me (Part 4): The Silent Audience
In this chapter, I confront an unexpected audience—the silent witnesses of my struggles whom I never knew existed. Their presence, imagined or real, shaped how I carried my pain and how I performed resilience. What happens when we realise we are never truly alone in our battles, and that unseen eyes may echo the very voices we try to silence? Part 4 continues the journey into hidden guilt, haunting reflections, and the slow search for healing.
Nigel
Oct 29, 20253 min read
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